
orchid found
buried deep within one of too many
to-be-filed folders
long dead, held in limbo there
grey cold day and cs5.1 has pumped new sap and made real
this flower
but photos are not real
pixels pushed to subjective taste
the surface a lie
on photography, seeing and the desire to create



Wandering off and exploring the area outside the safety of the Pondoro Safari Lodge I came across this mud wall. How simple the design of this huts, they blend perfectly into the surrounding Zimbabwe terrain, we back in so-called civilization strive to create environmental art.. here their architecture and all they create is sacred art. The sinking sun has enough heat left to warm the wall both in hue and in temperature, its light skims across revealing the subtle variation which only the human hand can produce, everything is in balance.

I am working on some food paring ideas for my beloved Ritz crackers for a photo series.. what started this all off was a smear of Neal's yard Stilton and a dollop of fig jam. I think I could live on Ritz and 3 good cheeses...at least for a while. Yes I have had every cracker/biscuit made and yes I know the food content in each one.. but when you want some basic comfort snacking...give me a Ritz, topped with something exotic or just as they come.
I have no idea what they put into the center of this "Jelly donut" but I am sure it contains red dye no.X. I think this same color was used in the post work on "Centurion" a very brutal UK film I watched, they spent a lot of time showing the effectiveness of the roman short sword and the Pict's axes...I did not know we bled cherry. I am trying to determine what is real and if it matters or not.. the whole idea of a Jelly Donut is not about wholesome real food..yet that is the look I was going for..the non-sterile reality of the cutting board. If you cut into a gooey jelly donut it changes, it is not a perfect thing or pristine. It's messy and you'll have some stickiness on your fingers to lick off. But there is something basic, and satisfying about this unhealthy processed food. To allow its enjoyment you are accepting your own imperfect messy world, so have a jelly donut, embrace imperfection.